I am still not sure exactly what I want this blog to be all encompassing. Something I do want is for my words to be inspirational, and honest. Mostly honest. So let me be honest about something. Having anxiety means over thinking to the 'nth degree. As an example I would like to share my exploits of trying to fulfill my "bucket list." This list of mine has some pretty epic things in my point of view. The problem is in order to accomplish them I will over think, over dramatize, and some times(most of the time) I consider the worst worst worst case scenario.
The latest item off my bucket list is that I really want to do a trip over seas. Now I have dreamed of traveling the world most of my life. I am pretty sure I have mentioned this below, a few times. So what do I do as some one who deals with anxiety disorder? I plan...I plan the crap out of this trip. I know it doesn't necessarily make sense, but go with it. As the planning commences I will update everyone on what does and does not work. What to do for those with anxiety and depression. Also how to eventually sit back, and finally realize that sooner or later you just have to go with the flow.
Until then here is a meme of what I basically look like when saying, "I plan the crap out of this trip."
Credited to the movie She's The Man.
